Saturday, February 26, 2005
There's nothing like a bad mood to make you feel justified in dining on some swine.
I broke with the 'vedge' temporarily today.
I headed down to the Spartan today in a mood after realizing I did not send UBC or McGill a copy of my marks from my stint at UCCB. I basically felt like my life was destined to be stuck at the setting titled 'shitty'. I live in a room that is no bigger than my than the room I had when I was 12. Actually upon closer inspection, it's smaller. I work a job that I don't loathe, but I definitely do not love. Any attempt I've made at getting my short stories published in any form blows up in my face. I'm pissing my friends off left, right, and possibly centre. And I'm very worried that come September I will not be in any form of higher education. At 26 with mounting bills, no healthcare coverage, no benefits, no vacation days, and my sick days exhausted, I'm feeling a little bit disappointed with the way things have turned out. Oh yeah and I'm unhappy with the state of my body.
This explains why, when asked for my order at the Spartan, I said "the breakfast special with bacon and scrambled eggs" and I said it with conviction.
When everything else seems like it's going to shit might as well take a break from your beliefs.
I also kicked a dog. Hard.
I broke with the 'vedge' temporarily today.
I headed down to the Spartan today in a mood after realizing I did not send UBC or McGill a copy of my marks from my stint at UCCB. I basically felt like my life was destined to be stuck at the setting titled 'shitty'. I live in a room that is no bigger than my than the room I had when I was 12. Actually upon closer inspection, it's smaller. I work a job that I don't loathe, but I definitely do not love. Any attempt I've made at getting my short stories published in any form blows up in my face. I'm pissing my friends off left, right, and possibly centre. And I'm very worried that come September I will not be in any form of higher education. At 26 with mounting bills, no healthcare coverage, no benefits, no vacation days, and my sick days exhausted, I'm feeling a little bit disappointed with the way things have turned out. Oh yeah and I'm unhappy with the state of my body.
This explains why, when asked for my order at the Spartan, I said "the breakfast special with bacon and scrambled eggs" and I said it with conviction.
When everything else seems like it's going to shit might as well take a break from your beliefs.
I also kicked a dog. Hard.
