Wednesday, December 07, 2005
It's been seven days, the same clothes
I don't if my problem is is that I don't take myself seriously or it's that no one else does.
I'm sure I have more than one problem, but most of my anxiety lately stems from the fact that I constantly feel like I am screwing up. That's the main reason why I haven't updated in a while. It's frustrating not being able to maintain friendships, being poor at managing finances, and simply not being inspired to write.
It's weird because rationally I know my life is not necessarily headed for the shitter, but sometimes I just can't convince myself otherwise.
I don't if my problem is is that I don't take myself seriously or it's that no one else does.
I'm sure I have more than one problem, but most of my anxiety lately stems from the fact that I constantly feel like I am screwing up. That's the main reason why I haven't updated in a while. It's frustrating not being able to maintain friendships, being poor at managing finances, and simply not being inspired to write.
It's weird because rationally I know my life is not necessarily headed for the shitter, but sometimes I just can't convince myself otherwise.
