Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to please everyone and I'm failing miserably. I want to be everything for everyone, but I feel like sometimes, because of it, I'm nothing to myself. I just wanted approval from so many for so long, but I didn't work hard enough to win it.
I hold grudges like I hold my breath, not very well and that's quite alright because this isn't about anything anyone did it has to do with the way someone (or someones) is. It's much easier to just forget sometimes.
I suppose I could prattle on with cliches like 'well I've gone to the well too many times...', but I don't want to make your eyes sting.
I just need to worry about myself.
I hold grudges like I hold my breath, not very well and that's quite alright because this isn't about anything anyone did it has to do with the way someone (or someones) is. It's much easier to just forget sometimes.
I suppose I could prattle on with cliches like 'well I've gone to the well too many times...', but I don't want to make your eyes sting.
I just need to worry about myself.
# posted by Die Brucke @ 4:01 PM 
