Tuesday, July 05, 2005
I am really anxious about playing baseball this weekend, I'm not even sure I will.
I miss every ball hit to me last Friday, I struck out once, and my two base hits were bloop singles. All the anxiety I experienced in elementary and junior high is rushing back. I mean I'm great at finding rocks in the outfield grass, I'm good at heckling the other team, but let's face it, I can't hit worth shit*.
It'd be different if I knew the people playing better, but I don't and I'm just going to be redfaced if I show up.
*this can also be replaced with can't catch worth shit and can't throw worth shit.
I miss every ball hit to me last Friday, I struck out once, and my two base hits were bloop singles. All the anxiety I experienced in elementary and junior high is rushing back. I mean I'm great at finding rocks in the outfield grass, I'm good at heckling the other team, but let's face it, I can't hit worth shit*.
It'd be different if I knew the people playing better, but I don't and I'm just going to be redfaced if I show up.
*this can also be replaced with can't catch worth shit and can't throw worth shit.